O, where have you gone, my blue-eyed angel
With your sweet delicacy and your cheerfulness?
They say youve gone down the drain now,
Like a broken doll that has been thrown away.
Your laughter once filled these now empty rooms
With warmth and kindness and bliss;
But they say you have spent all your energy,
Had a breakdown that left you all in ruins.
They say your eyes were painted as black as night now
Your sparkling eyes that evocated such high sprits in me!
They say your skin was tattooed with bloody patterns now
Your skin which was so velvety smooth and warm!
They say you are like a harpy now, tattered and torn:
You, who have been so beautiful and dear to me,
You, who have been my lover, delight and muse!
You, who meant life to me why have you left me?
When your life is a personal hell now, my angel,
My grief shall be abysmal, my love more ardent than before;
Wherever you have gone now, they say I cant follow you,
But I will exert my soul to reach the last flicker of you!